Geeze Louise.  These last few days have knocked me on my ass.  Super tired, drained….feel like I’ve been hit by a bus.  Just kind of crazy.  Trying to keep doing the usual but with a little more rest.  Last day of my Dexamethasone for the cycle.  Which is good because I think it contributes to some of this fog/tiredness.  Not positive yet though. Hell that may be what is keeping me going. Only time will tell.  I’m also trying to get this other med stuff on a schedule that works and lets me actually sleep.  I think I’m one step closer!  Lots of fog going on.  Communicating and thinking clearly is a struggle.  So who knows if this blog post even makes sense!  Ramble! Ramble! Ramble!

And let me just say what a money maker this cancer business.  A little over $10K a pop for 1 chemo session.  That’s crazy shit!

So overall I’m still here.  Not a whole lot to report other than the above.

Trying to figure out what to do this weekend.  The closing on the house is still set for Wednesday.  Then I can focus on something new and different and fun!  Will finally start getting to schedule things and start the renovation so we can finally just move in and settle into our new home.  This transition stage has really gone on long enough.  I really can’t wait to sit out on the deck off my bedroom (or dining room) and chill out!  I can say I’m not going to miss the apartment living and the thunder of the trains nearby!