My drain holders came today.  whoo hoo.  How exciting. (feel the sarcasm)  I’ve been reading a lot and watching videos of people who have gone though this.  I say people because men can get breast cancer too and go though this surgery.  I’m trying to prepare myself. Not sure if its helping or hurting at this point.  I’m very torn with my feelings right now. Part of me is in total panic mode and starting to mourn the loss of the girls.  The other part of me is going to be thrilled to get rid of the lethal bitches.  So needless to say emotionally I go from one extreme to the other.

The other thing is I HATE surgery, not a fan of pain and hospitals.  And I honestly really don’t want to do this at all.  But Idon’t really have a choice in the matter.  So I’ll have to suck it up and deal with it.  My last hospital stay was not very favorable.  But it’s a different state and different surgery so maybe it will be a positive experience.

I’m trying to get myself all set up for this.  I’ve downloaded some shows I’ve wanted to watch.  A few books I’ve wanted to read once I get through all my shows.  Today starts the NO LIST.  So no medications, pain killers, vitamins etc. before the big day.   We already pretty much took Cruella down…now it’s time to remove her from the battle field.  I think that’s the part I’m excited about.  Just want to move on to the next phase…..physical therapy!  (then radiation in case she decided to leave something behind…..wench)

But I am going to take a picture of the noggin each month to see the hair growth progres
sion. That will be fun.