Nothing really going on. Just bored. Went in for an eye exam today. Yay! New glasses. Shocking, my left eye is getting worse. It’s funny because the Dr is like all apologetic and acting like poor vision is something awful. “It will gradually get worse, but it will stop, I promise.”  I’m like yeah it could be worse. And she’s all “I suppose.” Perspective. I mean I saw a guy today who is getting radiation done near his eye and it’s all open wounded and kinda bandaged up and just looks painful as hell…and at least I have eyes..so yeah…it COULD be worse. 

They don’t read the forms you fill out. It asked for my profession and I replied “recovering cancerholic.” I got nothing. You know I purposefully fill out paperwork with as many smart ass answers as I can just to see if they really do read it. So I’m sitting in the room and they knock before entering. Why? It’s an eye exam. Is there something I don’t know? Of course, who knows. After my sauna experience the other day, anything is possible I suppose.

I can’t sit at home forever. “But you can volunteer” Yeah and I can try to make some money too so I can go places and do things!! I think working at home would be nice but I think I would get bored. I sort of have a love-hate relationship with people. I’m not going to rush the job search or push it. The right one will come along that I’m supposed to have. The most important thing is that I enjoy what I do. And I don’t want to be all stressed out about work. I want a job where I’m helping people and having a good time doing it that has got to be out there somewhere!