I went to Las Vegas for the Wedding MBA conference. Learned so much. I’m putting together a plan to implement all of this stuff. It’s going to be a lot of work, but I’m hoping it will all pay off in the end!

So I had a drs appointment to get my 6 month Lupron shot. It’s such a pleasant experience (sarcasm). But I had to insist on them doing bloodwork since I haven’t had anything done since I finished treatment and I’ve felt a little off. Drives me nuts that I had to insist. So I got my blood drawn and the results came back. Not exactly stellar results. Lots of high numbers and some low ones. They are putting me on the super dose of Vitamin D. Seems I’m having liver/kidney/bone issues. I go back in a few weeks to get my blood drawn again to see if the D helps with anything. And if not we figure out what to do next. But I have an appointment on Monday with my GYN to see if we can remove the ovaries so I don’t have to keep taking this awful shot every 6 months.

I’m trying not to let my imagination run rampant. I already made the mistake of looking things up on the internet. And of course, I didn’t find anything overly positive of course. Well. What are you going to do I suppose… Now I’ll spend the rest of the day trying to figure out what I can do to make this better. Of course, if I have learned anything it’s not to get freaked out until you know anything. So I’m going to just not worry about it until I get the results back from the next blood test and then we’ll take it from there.

I have been rather lax the last few months though. I’ve been trying to pretend none of this happened and tried to just be normal. And this is what happens when we play “normal” I suppose. So I go back to being overly cautious about what I eat and back on my exercise kick. I’m not going to lie. I’m a bit down because of it. I just want everything to go back to the way it was. But that’s not realistic. I’m really not digging this new normal crap at all. It’s a lot of work. Well, I guess I’m going to spend today trying to figure out how to balance all this and how to save my liver, kidneys, and bones in the process.

The dr had mentioned a bone treatment Zometa to help with the bone issue before I had my blood work done. But I’m not sure about it yet. I’m still thinking about it. I’m not digging going back to the infusion lab on a regular basis and an IV once a month. But it’s hard on the kidneys and liver soooooo….not sure if this is going to be an option now.  Well again….I guess it will all get figured out over the next few weeks.

Yay! I guess this will still fall into my overall grand plan. Healthy…blah blah blah…..